January 17, 2010

  • Mr. Nice Guy

    So. Here I am again. Writing another ridiculous post about my thoughts. You know, sometimes when people are drunk/buzzed they say the true things that are really on their mind when they really don't know what they are saying.

    Today, I wasn't feelin goin to roxy tonight. So instead, I hit the gym. I was looking forward to hanging out with them at denny's afterwards though. But it turned out to be somewhat of a disaster at least to me because after I got there, I didn't really have that much fun.

      My friend started saying some really ridiculous shit about me saying that I'm too nice and all that bs. Man. Screw what he has to say. They don't understand how I feel at times and no matter what I say, they won't understand. I'm the type of person that doesn't hold grudges and I just let things go and go with the flow.

    I don't know. After today, I feel as if I have to make a wiser decision on who my friends are sometimes.

    I txted somethin to tracy the other night because somethin happened with the other group. I wanted to ask her what she thought and I let her know what I think because I'm not close to her at all and I wanted her unbiased opinion. But I guess she ended up tellin Alex because he called me up afterwards and I can sense when there's distrust goin around. And that's exactly what I felt. So yeah. Sometimes, I feel as if I'm deeper into something that I shouldn't be.

    So here's a question. Am I really too nice?
    maybe it's time for me to be a complete dick. a lot of people seem to like that kind of personality.