January 15, 2012

  • Bout to hit up the gym right now with Anvinh and Vince.

    Man. I feel so perplexed right now. Words cannot describe my feelings. I had one of the best nights of my life last night at a friends wedding and have I got to say, it was a good night. It feels good to be able to walk up full of confidence everywhere you go because it definitely is a boost of morale, but I feel that it's stripped away right now because at the wedding, I met this girl Man. We danced and I feel like she might be feelin me also. Got her number and everything and wanted to take her out on a date the full shabang. But man. can't do it at this time. Girls in my life will only just complicate things up at this time being but it sucks because I really wanna get to know this girl. A couple of my buddies gave me some advice and that I should just lay low for now, and another one told me there's no friends in the beginning. You either play your cards all in, or your all out and I gotta say. I can't agree with them more. Sucks ass...Words can't describe how I feel right now. Lost.

     

    Time to pump some iron.